| my top 50 friends *shrugs* |
[07 Aug 2003|06:08am] |
theres a link email me if you want it i dont even know some of those people :|
1: homicidaldiana, 2: endlessnovember, 3: rocketarmada, 4: adventureslost, 5: korneylp, 6: evilblack, 7: fairy_penny, 8: withinmywalls, 9: sexpistolette, 10: karlv12, 11: mental_loser, 12: sugarsweetthang, 13: dragginstarz, 14: notawinner, 15: ourexqueen, 16: em0shun, 17: falltoofast, 18: easiertocapture, 19: marshmello, 20: psychobillybtch, 21: the13thfloor, 22: therebornone, 23: wicked_habits, 24: bushytailed, 25: theoadams, 26: ablueeyedrose, 27: hey_jealousy, 28: colormepretty, 29: seaisntgreen, 30: igivegoodhead, 31: todayweescape, 32: theshootingstar, 33: everambivalent, 34: vickyg, 35: nov3mber17, 36: _bitemytongue, 37: yourlastword, 38: starsandhearts, 39: iampre409, 40: insweden, 41: sandcastler, 42: chazmann, 43: sexyeric, 44: 4evajinxed, 45: shashanita, 46: endofmyera, 47: muchethesnooxe, 48: urbanhaunts, 49: red_eyes, 50: dancetogetout
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| x files was way too overrated in the 90s |
[29 Jul 2003|01:18am] |
Staying up late watching the oh so famous x files, i mean yes its a nice show and all.. but really Charmed is way better. no matter which sisters where in the lineup, its like the new charlies angels with hot sisters instead.. this is how my day goes for those that care what i do in the day
...wake up around noon - 2
..check the mail (on mondays the mail doesnt come til 4)
..watch tnt, mtv, vh1 (a variation of all three, law and order, pretender, burned, reruns of surf girls, real world, taildaters, i love the 80s)
..waited til my mom came back from whatever she does to cook food for me (yes i still dont cook)
..waited til my dad comes home to laugh at me complaining about whatever i was complaining about to my mom
..watched charm at 6 then law and order at 7 then off to wb.
..stay up fliping through the channels til its 4 in the morning cuz why not, theres no school.
help me... stephanie is visiting in less than 2 weeks. thatll be a hoot, really.
someone fill me in about amanda and theo and andy. i feel so outta the loop. give me the cliff note version.
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oh look im on a computer? yeah yeah its not mine though so hows everyone? miss me? hope so.. comment you whores :)
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| Party's over, moms back |
[24 Jun 2003|01:47am] |
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So.. all my life i've been this girl whos been uptight about everything, when i did something bad id assume the worse would happen and i cry and stress myself out more than i had to.. i punished myself more than my parents ever did.. my dad use to say "why ground you? you dont go anywhere anyways" its so true.. i use to go out every weekend, id have someone over everyday.. i lost my friends that i cant have that pleasure to do that with anymore.. Marley and i have thrown a few "kicks backs" or whatever you like to call them.. my mom wasnt expected back until tues.. my mom came home on saturday.. i literally walked off to a seperate room and cried cuz i thought my mom would just do something so horrible to me that i would be depressed for a long time.. weird thing is.. i called my friend and laughed.. i laughed cuz she basically said "how is your mom gonna make things any worse? isnt she taking everything away anyways?" and shes right.. everything i manage to make or have over the time being here is all being taken away.. again.. i've been scaring myself to being such a great child for my parents when my dad raises his voice i literally break down and cry.. it scares me.. almost being 18 and im so frighten to mess up.. but ive been messing up for so long i still dont get the clue.. im my own punishment.. i think when i was talking to christal a few weeks back she was talking about how "clincally depressed people think the worse that could happen" i do that.. i always hype things out to be worse than they are.. marley can vouche for me.. she saw how stressed i was about my mother.. after marley left my house she said 'she cleaned well' then the next day she said 'i want you to help me clean' and when i said 'mom you said it was clean' she gave me a smirk and said 'not really clean just carpet' .. i dont search for approval from her.. theres no standard cuz no matter if i reach it she raises it just to tease me saying 'not really' ........
on a lighter note, im glad my mom cant read.. means this will never get back to her :P
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| this song is beautiful - my favorite mistake |
[22 Jun 2003|07:04pm] |
Ive just realized, that fleetwood mack is such a great band it makes me cry when they perform, stevie knicks god she has an amazing voice.. and sheryl crow she has an angelic voice it literally makes me sob.. something is wrong with me lol..
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>anyways nobody come over anymore mom is back..
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[19 Jun 2003|03:31pm] |
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someone come over :-\ do it pleaseeeeeeeeee.. bring games
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| cards a`flyin |
[18 Jun 2003|01:30pm] |
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last night had to be the most fun ive ever had in san diego..
marrice and julie tossing a deck of cards in a hat ... marrice tosses too hard and loses it ... julie runs up the stairs to find a new deck you cannot play toss cards in a hat with a card missing! julie comes back downstairs to find marrice and brandon throwing cards across the room
Marley: you guys dont hit us
Juile:WTF? marley what are they doing? whyd i get more cards
julie gets hit in the cross fire
ITS ON NOW
brandon and julie on one team, marley and marrice on the other, medicine bottle, two decks, alot of energy, and it all ends with julie and marley wrestling.
they surrendered cuz im hardcore, but i lost the wrestling match....
after the boys all fell asleep, marley and i bonded.. yay.. im gonna miss her shes my saviour out here.. im glad i have her around and shes not annoyed with me yet.. so thats a plus :-)
... im sore
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[17 Jun 2003|01:58pm] |
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Danny: Marley make food NOW.
Marley: Im busy.
Max: Marley listen to my stomach. (whispers danny, pulls shirt up)
Danny: gereruggle?
yes that how it sounded.. exactly.. marley is my bad influence. it hurts
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| took it from justin.. call me a theif |
[16 Jun 2003|06:10pm] |
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[a] - age: 17
[b] - best friends: stephanie ann
[c] - choice of meat: beef
[d] - dream date: being pampered
[e] - exciting adventure:laundry!
[f] - favorite food: spaghetti, korean ribs
[g] - greatest accomplishment: life?
[h] - happiest day of your life: hanging out with all my friends
[i] - interests: music, movies, friends
[k] - kool-aid: cherry
[l] - love: a burden
[m] - most valued: friends
[n] - name: no clue
[o] - outfit you love: dickies and a hurley shirt?
[p] - pizza toppings: cheese, pepporoni
[q] - question asked to you the most: are you chinese? (no im not)
[r] - radio station: depending
[s] - sport: baseball..
[t] - television show: charmed, gilmore girls
[u] - your favourite song: alot of songs to list
[v] - video: sound of music :P
[w] - winter: my birthday
[x] - xylophone: sure?
[y] - year born: 1985
[z] - zodiac sign: sagitarius
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| marrice is on my couch.. again |
[16 Jun 2003|09:34am] |
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ok so i went to bed around 1ish last night, then i woke up from the loud noises either from the shower marley was having or marrice playin yoshis island or the combo of the two.. but im up.. i got up at 4/5ish which sucked alot.. we cleaned the house (its being expected to see what kind of materials they need to move stuff) marley and i decided to get it done so we dont have to worry about it.. marrice fell asleep on my couch.. i swear that boy is here as much as i am.. i talked to ty last night.. not really saying much.. im hoping he sorta forgets how sad i seemed to be that night.. i talked to my bestest friend in the world.. no i dont talk like that "bestest".. i read her my entries almost cried, told her what i did and how i felt, she said i need to make friends right when i get to florida.. maybe i will who knows.. i havent gotten drunk for two days.. thats a record here in this house.. im starting to give away things i dont want from my house.. anyone want twister on vhs? i have it on dvd and no need for it.. and D2 Might Ducks is up for grabs.. along with some other movies..
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| i took this from someone |
[15 Jun 2003|09:21pm] |
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!Pick up a book and write a paragraph at random from it.
no, sorry.
!Do the same with a lyric from a song.
yes, lyrics are much more impressive.
!Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams?
i think everyone has
!What posters do you have in your room?
a taproot poster (stephen was hot) a no doubt poster (gwen is beautiful)
!Can you sing?
i was in choir for years, i hope so
!What's your favorite color of post-it note?
green
!How many cassette tapes do you own?
as many as i need
!How many CD's do you own?
too many to hold your puny head
!Ever bought a CD for just one song?
guilty, but i was young... i learned to like the band before i spent my money
!Have you ever lied to get off the phone?
yes, but theyre lame lies so if it sounds cheesey, im sorry i lied to get off the phone. although "im sleeping" sounds lame but its ALWAYS true
!Have you ever written a survey?
it was a inside thing but yeah i guess
!How about a song?
when i was younger i hummed to we are the world and changed the words, does that count?
!Or maybe a poem?
we've all done that
!Are you addicted to Napster?
i use kazaa more, but not really i only use it for what i need
!Ever been in an airplane?
plenty of times
!If so where were you flying to?
korea (hell in air) guam ca nv mo mi wy az
!What color are your shoes?
white etnies, blue old school seud(sp?) adidas
!Describe your bedroom:
theres a bed
!Would you ever shave someone else's head?
yes, its not my head
!Name your favorite type of music:
emo, pop punk, 80s, underground, old school r&b, rap, rock, alternative, country even. jazz. whatever
!Are you a vegetarian?
i dont think i could ever go vegetarian.. i do want to though health wise i cant
!Aspiring actor or actress?
no, i plan to join the real world, look for the funny bitter asian girl..
!What famous person dead or alive would you interview if you had the chance?
gwen stefani, just so i can ask what happened, tragic kingdom was my favorite albumn :-\
!What movies do you have almost all the lines memorized to?
sound of music
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| sleep, with the lights on |
[15 Jun 2003|03:40am] |
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marrice is talking to himself in the next room, im going to miss all these pointless parties.. i was at jimmys AGAIN.. third night in a row.. a girl took 16 somas and drank too much so she puked i feel good about not gettin drunk tonight.. im gettin tired of it to be honest.. im sleepy.. im gonna just hit the sack.. thats such a bad phrase.. i havent seen/heard from ty since i told him all that stuff.. im scared.. i need people to call me more often and stuff.. night all
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| it hurts to like you so much |
[14 Jun 2003|07:47pm] |
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last night i became really drunk, like shitfaced drunk and i made myself look so stupid, crying and telling people what i thought.. theres two kinds of drunk in this world.. happy drunk (dancing, singing, smiling, making out, making kids, telling stories, jokes) then theres unhappy drunk (crying, depressed, emo, puking, isolation, not functioning to walk) last night i was depressed.. i thought about how much i was gonna miss people.. i was at jimmys party.. i swear if you never had been to monte vista your whole life and you went to that party you would have met everyone...
ty was there and i told him that "i like you so much it hurts to be near you" and his response was "im flattered i dont know what to say" and i started crying.. i told him 'id do anything to make you happy' and i made myself look like an ass.. he doesnt know how high i see him.. marley kicked him outta his seat and talked to me. that made me cry more just cuz she was concerned about me and i never knew anybody cared.. she kept sayin she didnt want me to move and i really dont..
graduation, jesus im so happy for all of you, i almost cried just cuz you guys made it i cant wait to seethw crowd cheering for my class.. 2003 youre out and im up now.. best of luck to you all..
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| Im not communist, I like to own stuff |
[13 Jun 2003|01:39am] |
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So, we just got back from Jimmy's.. ty was there.. yeah i still like him.. he was drunk and he gave me a hug and it felt nice and he kepted talkin and i think i started to ignore him just cuz i could... im preparing myself to leave him be.. im gonna miss him cuz he really was one of my closest friends here.. i told him alot and i would give everything to him but he just doesnt know that.. alex was there marrice, alex's older brother, robbie, brian dukes, kenny, lance cody, basically all the bros.. im sure alot of the bros were there earlier but we made the late apprearance at the party.. ty got puked on.. i laughed alot when i heard that.. he just doesnt know how much i like him.. im scared to ever like a guy this much.. rejection is a killer and well he hasnt rejected me.. but im scared that he will so i wont say anything and just leave it at a draw.. is that wrong? well we're supposed to be getting more to drink and brenton and max are commin back.. so yeah.. i gotta go..
*diana* that post you made made me cry, youre quiet and you seem like you cant express your feelings vocally but that made me cry.. im glad i have a friend like you and christal.. ill miss you..
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| last day of school... |
[12 Jun 2003|02:42pm] |
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Ok kiddies, last day of school.. whos commin over? i know of max, diana christal, matt, of course marley and daniel.. marrice has made an appearance at my house all week.. a warning to brenton and max.. chaldeans that live next door wanted to kick your ass last week.. they said you were making too much noise :-x so keep it down kiddies. i finished my layout thing its cute no? its ayumi (japanese pop singer) well thats all i can think of so far, oh yeah IM DONE CRYING. christal and diana jesus.. everytime they say "im gonna miss you" i bust out in tears.. so im done got it? good. love you all!! :)
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| Heres to the Good O'le Girls and Boys |
[11 Jun 2003|05:23pm] |
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Hey Everyone, it's Julie. I know its back by popular demand. Marley, Amanda, Diana, commented about not having a journal. Well it's back. You all know moving is a bitch and I'm one to know about it. My dad is dragging me across the country. This is a way for all who want to, to keep in touch with me. I'll miss different things about all of you. Maybe we'll meet again. Post picturs, Post stories, DO NOT FORGET ABOUT ME. Well theres my first entry, enjoy it.
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